| ladies! |
[Mar. 19th, 2007|02:10 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  weird | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the spill canvas - bracelets | ] |
okay picture this;
we're* just getting back from a nice evening out on the town. we went to a movie, we walked around downtown under the lights and stars.
we had some good food and some even better laughs.
it's our first date and it's off to an awesome start.
as we're winding it down and approaching your place, you can't help but not keep your hands to yourself. and i* know it, too.
as i walk you to your doorstep, with that twinkle in your eye and that bashful look of embarrassment, you ask me if i would like to join you inside for a hot chocolate.
part of me is thinking that you're only saying this to be nice and that you really do like me and just want to keep my charm around to keep your eyes shining and your mouth smiling.
the other part of me is jumping at the opportunity to explore your place and see what else i can get out of my hand if i play my cards right.
i accept, and we step into your place, you close the door behind me and we juggle ourselves as we take our shoes off.
as we're walking into the living room, i spot a guitar sitting fashionably against your couch.
on instinct, i ask if you play. you deny it and ask if i do. i say i play a bit and then you suggest that i play something; it would make the night all the better.
so without hesitation, i go for the guitar, sit down next to you on the couch and get all fumbly with the strings. i tell you i'm just nervous and i try to calm myself.
you wait patiently and can't stop giggling, which isn't making it easier for me.
to try to ease the tension, i ask you if you'd like to hear anything in particular and i am hoping i'm not putting my foot in my mouth and that i can actually play what you might suggest.
you think for a moment and then suggest that i play a song by your favourite band** (insert band name here), i say that i do know them and then i ask which song you liked best, and then you say** (insert song name here). and then, without a hitch, i begin playing it, and at the first chord i strum, you instantly recognize the tune and you light up like a star.
wow you do look pleased. and i begin to hum and strum, with my eyes closed... as you whisper the words with your scarlet voice.
*when i say "i" or "we", i mean me(if you want), or your significant other/crush/etc.
**let's just say i'm playing The Early November - Ever So Sweet
NOW, this is the question -- at this point, would you rather;
a) start making out with me before i even finish the song
b) wait for the song to end and then start making out with me
c) smile at my talent and turn on the television (guys who can play guitars don't turn you on)
d) tell me how good i am and then show me what you can do
e) something else (write what you would do here) |
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| pulmonary archery |
[Feb. 11th, 2007|07:45 pm] |
well, it's almost that time of the year again, and i got all romantic like i usually do.
i wrote some poetry; let me know what you think.
this is the first time i've been inspired to write this much poetry in a while, so i kind of took advantage of it.
this is pretty much my favourite of everything i wrote today;
i'm drinking to ease
this dangerous distance.
the bar's closing but
you haven't gone out yet.
my laboursome kiss
tells me my liver isn't happy. |
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| top ten sexiest songs of 2006 |
[Jan. 21st, 2007|09:38 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | flirty | ] |
| [ | music |
| | kevin devine - heaven bound and glory be | ] |
my own personal top ten sexiest songs of 2006.
(i know, some might not be from '06, but i heard them in '06, so they count!)
1. john mayer - slow dancing in a burning room
2. brand new - jesus christ
3. the early november - little black heart
4. damien rice - me, my joke and i
5. jimmy eat world - 23
6. kevin devine - cotton crush
7. the new amsterdams - strangled by the thought
8. the format - i'm actual
9. thursday - running from the rain
10. the never ending white lights - age of consent |
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| it's snowing verticle where i am |
[Jan. 18th, 2007|04:37 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | artistic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | thursday - paris in flames | ] |
top ten albums of 2006;
1. brand new - the devil and god are raging inside me
2. thursday - a city by the light divided
3. the format - dog problems
4. thrice - vheissu
5. the matches - decomposer
6. brand new - demos
7. the early november - the mother, the mechanic and the path
8. john mayer - continuum
9. damien rice - 9
10. the neverending white lights - act 1: goodbye friends of the heavenly bodies |
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| she's transpiring to kill me |
[Dec. 1st, 2006|05:42 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home, on my bed | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | accomplished | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the honorary title - points underneath | ] |
Well, I did it.
I wrote 51 thousand words in 30 days. It feels so good and I feel like I accomplished something so grand. I actually wrote an entire novel in 30 days. How many people can say that?
Time to celebrate!
The story has action, adventure, mystery, suspense - you name it.
Oh, and two steamy sex scenes!
I want to edit it before handing it out to people, and I also am going to print it out and get the cover of it laminated and get all done nicely and then give it to people in person.
None of this email bullshit.
I want people to physically read this thing.
So as soon as that is done I will gladly give you a copy if you seriously want to read it.
I am quite proud and happy with it myself so far, so hopefully you will be too.
I will also be looking to get it published as soon as it is edited.
Thanks for everyone who helped me with it - whether I asked you how to spell a word or you helped me with the girl-on-girl questions. (you know who you are) I appreciate it. You are the first to get a copy.
Oh, my challenger dropped out early on so it was just me.
Perhaps next year I will get some actual competition...? |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 4th, 2006|08:46 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  mellow | ] |
| [ | music |
| | acceptance - so contagious | ] |
year two.
here we go.
50, 000 words to write in the month of november.
last year was a success.
this year is going to be even better; i have an actual story this time.
http://www.nanowrimo.org/
good luck to me!
i also have a challenger this year, so we'll see how that goes. |
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| XXI |
[Oct. 4th, 2006|06:16 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  apathetic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | alexisonfire - side walk when she walks | ] |
happy birthday to me.
just had a long chat with kyla about us... it has left me sad.
oh well, at least i got to see the girl of my dreams on my birthday.
i don't feel very special today.
i feel rather insignificant, actually.
and it's no fault of yours, it is my own.
i shouldn't have done this to myself on this day.
oh well.
for the first time in my life i can't wait for this day to end. |
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| there was always warmth between us |
[Sep. 23rd, 2006|05:07 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | flirty | ] |
| [ | music |
| | thursday - sugar in the sacrament | ] |
what is it? - my birthday party! i'm turning 21 on october 4th!
what day? - the party is this coming saturday the 30th
what time? - we will meet up downtown at noonish to hang out and do what friends do
where to meet? - the eaton's centre lobby - it's just inside at that place in between h&m and eaton's, next to the escelators
where are we going? - to hang out downtown and meet up with more people if they come late and then decide on where to go/eat/party after that
ps - no drugs of any kind, only alcohol allowed, and you must all enjoy yourselvs to the fullest extent of that law and have a good fucking time
i also think it would be cool if as many people who own them brought a camera, to take many pictures throughout the day. i would like that
let me know if you're coming |
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| you were swirving much too late |
[Sep. 12th, 2006|11:01 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | accomplished | ] |
| [ | music |
| | our lady peace - car crash | ] |
i broke up with kyla.
ten months down the drain.
the reasons are too numerous to list, even.
but i want to hang out with you guys more than ever right now.
so call me! get in touch with me!
i haven't been to a decent party or gotten drunk in months!
<3
oh, plans for my birthday party (remember last year's?) are in the works, so keep your eyes peeled! |
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| a mad world indeed |
[Aug. 25th, 2006|06:37 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the hush sound - a dark congregation | ] |
the final makeshift heroes/buda funk munk show was last night.
it was goooood.
i haven't been to a ska show in months and months and i almost forgot how to skank, but i seriously think that i danced better than i ever have last night at that show.
it was amazing; everyone was there.
i'll see all you cute kids at more shows to come, for sure! |
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| fight off your demons |
[Jul. 23rd, 2006|01:30 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | sweaty | ] |
| [ | music |
| | thrice - image of the invisble | ] |
just got back from seeing brand new tonight.
i don't feel like writing a huge review of it right now, but i'll just say this... it was a letdown.
i am seriously considering if this band is my favourite anymore... i guess we'll see when the new album comes out.
<3's to:
shawn
julie
sarah
stephanie
chris (ice)
paul
allan
chad (at the very end)
devin
sadie
celine dion
and... anyone else i forgot - it was a good time; my first show since that ska show over four months ago. |
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| i once read that you couldn't tell me the difference between my eyes and coins |
[Jun. 27th, 2006|06:46 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | kyla's house, kitchener | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | artistic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | underoath - some seek forgiveness, others escape | ] |
well so i might as well update.
i came to kitchener on friday evening to visit kyla because she had an accident and i wanted (needed) to see her. anyways so i figured i would just go home on sunday evening because i could get a free ride in and i'd work on monday as usual.
turns out my ride didn't come so now i missed two days of work and i'm still stuck here.
well on the good side, i managed to get as far away from the pride parade as i could.
god damnit i hate that parade.
people are usually pretty surprised when i tell them this, as if it's odd to be even a little bit homophobic. but what can i say, i don't like gays. bisexuals, anything.
it's just too darn perverted to me; i can't stand it. they aren't even being themselves and it's so covert and not right. i got sick on friday when i was downtown and saw them setting up for it, even.
i guess i'm glad that i don't have any gay friends. i used to, however, but not anymore.
anyways enough ranting about homosexuals.
i think i'm going to take my girlfriend and her sister to see either Superman Returns, Click or X-Men III: The Last Stand.
has anyone seen either of these? how are they?
well, if anyone has anything interesting planned for Canada Day, let me know about it - i miss seeing you kids.
<3
what do you call a thousand lawyers buried up to their necks in sand? |
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| she kissed a drunk girl |
[Jun. 5th, 2006|08:14 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | anxious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the early november - pretty pretty | ] |
and i enjoyed it!
things are going very good, now.
we had some very emotional and heavy conversations and worked this out and now things are stronger than ever.
there's a free ska show at a park in etobicoke this saturday as part of the Brass in the Grass festival.
you should all come; i miss you guys!
<3 |
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| i need a scapegoat now |
[May. 13th, 2006|03:25 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | modest mouse - blame it on the tetons | ] |
with relationships there is sacrifice.
anyone who has been in any sort of a decent one can agree with this statement.
it sucks, but it's true.
if your attractive single friend calls you up to go drinking or hanging out, etc. the right thing to do is to kindly deny them because you are in a relationship, especially if this person has a "history".
however, if there are others there, then it is much more casual and isn't one-on-one and it can go easily.
it's just simple things like these that matter.
also, if you flirt a lot with people and you claim to be unaware of it, that can also be dangerous.
you're with someone and you're flirting, so they get the indication that you're into them and then they hit on you and you flirt even more, "unaware" of it all this time. things could get messy...
i think another main rule should be that you have to meet all of your partner's friends who are of the opposite sex to them. that way you can talk to them on a regular basis and feel better about it all because you know them.
gawd i just... i need something to do right now.
i haven't been to a show in months now and i miss my friends.
gah, i try so hard, i really do... |
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| so frustrated%!@#!@# |
[Apr. 5th, 2006|05:34 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | downtizzle | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | streetlight manifesto - we are the few | ] |
friggin'.
brand new
is sold out
wow.
life's amazing.
my favourite band.
and i can't see them. |
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| what's the point? |
[Mar. 29th, 2006|01:47 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | busy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | cartel - the minstrel's prayer | ] |
i purchased two tickets to the Motion City Soundtrack, The Format and The Matches show on monday night sometime last month.
and i didn't even make the show.
this is now the third time missing that band and i have merch of them and their first album.
i really, really like that band and i fucking missed them.
again.
the tickets completely went to waste... complete waste of money, wow.
but i think i'll get my tickets to Say Anything soonish. |
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| oh it's all just killing me softly... |
[Mar. 27th, 2006|01:37 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the most depressing song ever | ] |
well, life sucks.
and i am sucking on it.
goodbye cruel world.
i am not being emo... ps |
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| is that what you call tact? |
[Mar. 15th, 2006|08:10 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | br& nizzle | ] |
you're as subtle as a girl with black hair sitting in my lap.
so let's end this gaze and end this conversation,
because i've felt more pain on my legs before
and i've seen more beauty in 15 year old scene girls.
so have another brownie as i walk to the door,
and i hope you forget your pants as i stand up and you fall to the floor! |
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| i wll always remember, the moment when i saw you cry |
[Mar. 14th, 2006|08:58 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | mandy mooore | ] |
yep i'm still here... we just finished watching A Walk To Remember... how romantic.
oh today, kyla got all sorts of assorted needles, hairpins, etc. to stick into my lip to try to preserve the hole. finally, after i couldn't take the pain anymore, she went into her mother's room and she said that we were going to go to the mall and she'd get me a new lip ring, since she lost the ball in the airport of my original.
so after checking out several stores, we found a place that had some and i now have a black stud in my lip. it is really smallish, but i don't mind it because i can finally close my mouth - god damnit those loops are annoying!
so yeah, my lip is now safe, although everytime her father comes in i have to cover my mouth so he doesn't see it, heh.
and umm, she made me a chocolate cake because i never got one for my birthday, but she didn't have icing and when i was about to eat it, her father had come and taken a huge ass piece out of it. blah! but it was still pretty good, heh.
we went for a walk and she is really happy now that the weather is warming up because she no longer has to wear a jacket and we went to timmy ho's and it was full of gino's who kept staring us (me) down. friggin' annoying. i'd rather they just yelled out their beef and got it over with. instead of all of these eyeballs following you around the restaurant. so annoying. but at least they weren't gangsters.
oh and yesterday kyla dyed her hair black. muahahaha she looks totally different. she's becoming more scene and i'm not even helping her! aaaaAAAAAhhhhhHHHH!!!! |
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| too much is now too little |
[Mar. 13th, 2006|11:42 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  aggravated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | i can make a mess like nobody's business | ] |
well i'm at the girlfriend's place.
in kitchener.
lovely city, really... she lives just off of this huge main street with lots of stores which is just adjacent to the highway.
so yesterday, after she got back from babysitting and a seizure, we fell asleep in around 11am and then woke up and went for a walk to get some pizza, which was alright.
oh and her mother didn't want me wearing my lip ring at her house or something, so i decided to take it out and put it in while sleeping.
but, as we were trying to put the ball back in between the gap in the loop, she dropped the ball and we were at the airport so the thing rolled across the ground. and that ground gets waxed daily, i bet, so there we were, all hunched over trying to find this tiny silver little ball on this huge carpet of shiny stuff and people kept walking by giving us bewildered looks, so we told them what we were doing and some of them even offered to help look for it with us.
gah we didn't find it, she her mom felt bad and said she'd replace it, but i don't really mind because i was getting sick of that thing anyways and i wanted a stud.
so now i'm just praying the thing doesn't close up on me before i get something else in it.
and it's 6am right now and i can't sleep any longer. god damnit. kyla is asleep, though.
whoa this feels so intimate all of a sudden, like i am actually talking to someone who cares. meanwhile, this is being broadcasted to all of you who might not even give a shit or would probably think i'm weird now, or something.
but, come to think of it, i've read some other people's posts that almost weirded me out, too, but i still talk to them, damnit. so muahahahah!
gah anyways i think i will try to preoccupy myself with some other things until she gets up or... something.
yepyep.
oh and dallas green is coming to kitchener on friday. how amazing would that be?
...i miss toronto already-! |
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